controlling myself
Tuesday, March 15, 2005 @ 5:34 pm
It's been a long time since I blogged here. Not that everything is fine and dandy, but I was trying to balance having two blogs at the same time. Just like a mother with two children, I guess I was practising favouritism. It did cross my mind to merge the two together, but perhaps not now.
I realised that when someone says or does unpleasant to me, and especially when it affected me a lot, it's a little difficult to not to let the prior experience affect or mar whatever the person says in the future. It's like you're just healing from the wound, and then the person just throw some salt in it again. Maybe the person did not intentionally throw it at you, but it's difficult to stop the wound from hurting anyway.
Does it all make sense?
I realised that when someone says or does unpleasant to me, and especially when it affected me a lot, it's a little difficult to not to let the prior experience affect or mar whatever the person says in the future. It's like you're just healing from the wound, and then the person just throw some salt in it again. Maybe the person did not intentionally throw it at you, but it's difficult to stop the wound from hurting anyway.
Does it all make sense?
