running on emptiness

emptiness counts for nothing when you lean not on your own strength

dislike

Tuesday, December 14, 2004 @ 4:42 pm
Have you ever had the feeling someone doesn't like you for no particular reason? I have someone like that. Maybe there is a reason why that person (whom I shall name A and use the pronoun 'it') do not like me, but I'm clueless about it.

No one likes the feeling but it gets me down. And getting over it is not easy. It happened before and it was a struggle to forgive and forget, and this has to happen again. Sigh. I know I once told someone who faced a similiar problem to ignore the person because there's nothing you can do about it, but it's tough. And I can't ignore the person, can I?

I just want to take a break from it all.

quiet monday

Monday, December 13, 2004 @ 2:03 pm
Start of the week and I'm starting to feel tired. It's seems harder and harder to get up for work. Am wondering if it's psychological, telling myself it'll be another tough day for me. It could be.

Anyway am looking forward to a game of tennis with the girls after work. I know I'll get freaked out a few days later because I haven't started doing anything on my project and I've packed my evenings with activities. Am I trying to run away from something?

the past week

Friday, December 10, 2004 @ 5:18 pm
Haven't been feeling fantastic for the past week or so. Am not too sure why too. It's time like these that I really feel like I'm running on nothing. There's no safety net and there's no direction.