running on emptiness

Is this all there is to it? Is this what people have been looking forward to? The sense of disappointment and apathy is slowly starting to creep up, and as much as I've been trying to keep them at bay, I think I'm losing the battle. Should I say anything? Is it as much as my fault that I kept silent? How was I to say anything when I can't even sort out my feelings about this.

I feel alone, and I don't know why.

I took a breather on Monday, August 01, 2005 at 11:30 pm.